When Things Just Don't Go The Way You Wanted It To Be

Never thought it could happen once again.

For once I thought that I made up my mind.
But history seems to repeat itself on me.

It's not what I had in mind.
Things just seem to happen on its own.
Is there a reason for all of this?

Or is it just me.
Am I too stucked up?

Or is it just that I know
I can't let this go this time?

I never saw this coming,
I should have started running a long long time ago.